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The arrangement of Falling Behind is decidedly complex, as is the apparent web of Jason’s brothers-in-law and Palkovitzes that comprise the (current) lineup of The Look Machine. Independent of the familial analogy, the song is pretty goddam good.

Mefi username: visual mechanic
Real name: Jason Latshaw
Contact: info (a) thelookmachine (o) com
Track title: Falling Behind — [mp3 sample]
Performing with: The Look Machine
Liner notes:

Words by Jason Latshaw and music by the Look Machine.
Vocals - Jason Latshaw.
Backing Vocals - Drew Copeland and Collin Palkovitz.
Guitars - Ian Palkovitz and Collin Palkovitz.
Drums - Shane Palkovitz.
Bass - Drew Copeland.
Produced by Josh Latshaw and Nathan Gray.

To be part of such an obviously cool project is an honor. I hope you enjoy our song. And we appreciate you listening to it. If you don't like it, just pretend you do. If you do like it, let us know.

Lyrics:

I didn’t ask to be placed here. Forced to bear your name. Born to bear your shame. You see. . .you see. . .

You see me, that’s not me, I swear that I am different.
You heard me, I don’t know, I know that’s not what I meant.
I’m edging towards admitting desire, but what of me will survive this fire?
Whenever I push, think I’ll never tire, I find myself overrun again. Falling behind.

Moving forward, we hit a wall. Undercut when I stand tall. Clutching your coat and closing my eyes, tossing maidens to angry gods.

All of my life. I struggle just to find a glimpse of your eyes. And have an ounce of your pride. In me. All of my life, I am the one, to break from the crowd and reach for the sun. And if it’s a struggle, a foe you want, then I will wrestle until dawn.

Moving forward, I fall behind. You’re twisting my ankles. You’re carving me out.
And though I stumble, and when I fall, I'll remain till the end of all.

All of my life, I am the one, a little different, a little undone
But if it’s a struggle, a foe that want. Then I will wrestle until dawn.
I’m burned in this fire.